If you are reading this that means I have now made a decision that most wouldn't.
I'm sure you are all wondering what that decision is exactly. So here's a blunt list.
1. Donated my life savings to charity.
2. Burned everything in my wallet. Money, credit card, license ext.
3. Dropped out of college.
Though I have done more, these are the most important. I bet you are reading this and wondering what the heck your reading.
You are reading my permanent seal of freedom. Since I was young I have always been inspired by Christopher Mcandless. If you don't know who that is I highly suggest reading the book, Into The Wild.
I will be hitchhiking to a place far, far away. I'm not entirely sure yet, but what I do know is that I will eventually live off the land.
The reason why is clear to me. I have lived through things at a age that no one ever should. My father was a successful businessman man on one hand, but a dead beat drunk on the other. He would come home from the bars and beat on me, my sister, and on occasions my mother. I don't think I ever received a hug from either of my parents, or ever heard the words, "I love you" spoken from then. Just deteriorating insults. My mom didn't even bat an eye at moments when my fathers temper skyrocketed. She simply didn't care about us.
My father has passed away since from cancer. My mother has abandoned her family. He My older sister had ran away with a boyfriend, and eventually I was living with my uncles family at the age of 16. The family I lived with wasn't much better than my own, but it was something. They gave me an education, food, ext. I've always been a smart kid, always shy though. My biological parents had signed me up for wrestling at a young age, around 5 or 6. And I continued doing it. One year I had actually won the state tournament, and was offered a scholarship. I've been in college for a year now and it's been long enough for me to know that I don't want to dedicate my life to making momey.
Writing this was very difficult, and reading it makes me feel sad, and I'm starting to wonder if this may be to dark to post.
I'm positive you are all wondering why I'm sharing this with you. It's because this server has helped me in so many different ways. It gave me my friends, and got me through the roughest of times.
I want to thank all of you and make sure you know that this decision isn't making me sad. Not at all. It's making me extremely joyful to know that the greatest journey lay ahead.
Goodbye
I'm sure you are all wondering what that decision is exactly. So here's a blunt list.
1. Donated my life savings to charity.
2. Burned everything in my wallet. Money, credit card, license ext.
3. Dropped out of college.
Though I have done more, these are the most important. I bet you are reading this and wondering what the heck your reading.
You are reading my permanent seal of freedom. Since I was young I have always been inspired by Christopher Mcandless. If you don't know who that is I highly suggest reading the book, Into The Wild.
I will be hitchhiking to a place far, far away. I'm not entirely sure yet, but what I do know is that I will eventually live off the land.
The reason why is clear to me. I have lived through things at a age that no one ever should. My father was a successful businessman man on one hand, but a dead beat drunk on the other. He would come home from the bars and beat on me, my sister, and on occasions my mother. I don't think I ever received a hug from either of my parents, or ever heard the words, "I love you" spoken from then. Just deteriorating insults. My mom didn't even bat an eye at moments when my fathers temper skyrocketed. She simply didn't care about us.
My father has passed away since from cancer. My mother has abandoned her family. He My older sister had ran away with a boyfriend, and eventually I was living with my uncles family at the age of 16. The family I lived with wasn't much better than my own, but it was something. They gave me an education, food, ext. I've always been a smart kid, always shy though. My biological parents had signed me up for wrestling at a young age, around 5 or 6. And I continued doing it. One year I had actually won the state tournament, and was offered a scholarship. I've been in college for a year now and it's been long enough for me to know that I don't want to dedicate my life to making momey.
Writing this was very difficult, and reading it makes me feel sad, and I'm starting to wonder if this may be to dark to post.
I'm positive you are all wondering why I'm sharing this with you. It's because this server has helped me in so many different ways. It gave me my friends, and got me through the roughest of times.
I want to thank all of you and make sure you know that this decision isn't making me sad. Not at all. It's making me extremely joyful to know that the greatest journey lay ahead.
Goodbye