Well, I think it's time I parted my ways from massive. It's been very, very, fun, but I believe I am ruining it. I'm dealing with some family issues, big ones that I'm not going to express, and I think it's best if I leave because of the man I have became because of this issue. I've became a negative person. It's the easiest way to put it. In the past two weeks. I have been banned twice, and muted once, and that in my opinion, is unacceptable. It is also something I cannot work to rid from record.
I would never imagine making this in my craziest dreams. Leaving something that I was so very obsessed with, but here we are. I recall being banned permanently about a year or so ago. If I had a time machine, and went back in time when I was banned, and asked myself if I was unbanned, would I ever leave? I know the answer, it would be no, but it appears I would be wrong...
I have failed myself, I promised myself I wouldn't burry myself like I did before, and yet I did just that, and I don't think I have the strength to climb out of this hole. Sure, I can always appeal to get my record cleaned, but do I deserve it? I may be back, once I can pull myself together. Who knows, maybe I won't be able to leave massivecraft.
Massivecraft has had such a impact on my life. If I could count the hours I've played on the server, you would be astonished. I want to thank every single one of you guys who have made this experience such a magnificent one, and I promise you will always be in a warm spot in my heart.
Goodbye Massivecraft
I would never imagine making this in my craziest dreams. Leaving something that I was so very obsessed with, but here we are. I recall being banned permanently about a year or so ago. If I had a time machine, and went back in time when I was banned, and asked myself if I was unbanned, would I ever leave? I know the answer, it would be no, but it appears I would be wrong...
I have failed myself, I promised myself I wouldn't burry myself like I did before, and yet I did just that, and I don't think I have the strength to climb out of this hole. Sure, I can always appeal to get my record cleaned, but do I deserve it? I may be back, once I can pull myself together. Who knows, maybe I won't be able to leave massivecraft.
Massivecraft has had such a impact on my life. If I could count the hours I've played on the server, you would be astonished. I want to thank every single one of you guys who have made this experience such a magnificent one, and I promise you will always be in a warm spot in my heart.
Goodbye Massivecraft
