Hallo scrubs, nerds, and Massivecraftians! I am that one person you know as Suzzie. I've been here for a while now, a year and six months wherehasmylifegoneohno. I'm in my second year of highschool, and I have aspirations to someday improve my writing skills and join the Lore staff team, but that day is far from now. Some knowledge about me would be that I love the sport soccer, I used to play the Violin (Stopped when I switched schools. Didn't offer the instrument in Catholic school : c), I loooove drawing, and I like talking and messing around. In recent times, I was diagnosed with ADD, which some people could probably guess I've had with my tendency to go unresponsive IG for little gaps of time. I went to public school up until 6th grade, and made the switch to Catholic school and stayed in it since then. I like to think of myself as a quasi-serious type of person, but I bet 90% of the time I come off as a fun loving fool. Which. Isn't bad but I don't wanna over do it and look silly.
I currently play the character that a bunch of you probably know, Kristoph Amsel, the useful turnip and 'camel loving' man (i hate all of you and your camel jokes). I honestly didn't start out so well on this server when I first joined. A bunch of people probably remember how I had a new vampire character everyday. My first thing remotely close to a character was the one I called Sakuya Kazmi. I.. Was a bit of a weaboo back when I made her. She made no sense at all, and somehow I got my shit together enough to get her approved. She fought with two scythes in a dress. I cleeearly did not understand weapons back then. For a gap of time after I killed her off I ran around as her child, and then went on to create Naerwen Castel, my Isldar. I was getting better, but I still had a crippling fear of interacting with nobles, and staff and yada yada. I took some IC insults OOC apparently, which I shouldn't have, and I was reaaaallly shy. Eventually she got a lover, had a child, and said lover @Careylicious went unplayed and the Isldar rewrite came out, making Naerwen extremely lore incompliant and pretty much unplayable. My next brief character was in nobility. I was kinda pressured into it from a frienddd @Purple_Manatees , applied, and became a Sictor (Carina Sictor) for a short amount of time. I didn't particularly enjoy it, as I felt rather lost and I was still shy around nobles- I really wasn't friendly with the people who played nobles OOC like I kinda am now, so it just was really awkward for me. I stopped playing the character from the lack of enjoyment in it, and how wary I felt OOC. Here we come to my current character, Kristoph. I had been wanting to create him whilst playing the Sictor. After a month I decided to just do it, and I wrote him up in a google doc. Believe it or not he was supposed to be a wavy haired man in his twenties with a scarf and no beard, not what he is now. It was because of a friend who pointed out how silly the design looked, and how they pointed out how I played mainly girly, cutsie characters. Which I don't actually enjoy doing. So changes were made and such the design for Kristoph came about. I didn't enjoy him like I do now in the beginning. I remember applying for the guard, getting rejected, and feeling a little down because of it. @0romir who played a Typhonus pushed me into becoming a house guard, saying how it'd would be fun and how it could help my chances when I reapplied for the Violets. There I went, and there I stayed. It was my first step into nobility after the previous experience, and I kinda realized how it wasn't all that scary. One month later, re applied for the Violets, and I got in. Woo. Probably one of my most proudest moments. Funnily enough, I never understood for the longest time that I didn't need to be perfectly, lawfully good, so I was a goodie two shoes and like. Kinda hampered my character development. I realized that I /didn't/ have to do that, and eventually went to further Kristoph's personality. Soon Kristoph went through a design change and here we arrrrre. God that was long and I didn't even put all the details in.
Welp if you wanna ask anything go on ahead.
I currently play the character that a bunch of you probably know, Kristoph Amsel, the useful turnip and 'camel loving' man (i hate all of you and your camel jokes). I honestly didn't start out so well on this server when I first joined. A bunch of people probably remember how I had a new vampire character everyday. My first thing remotely close to a character was the one I called Sakuya Kazmi. I.. Was a bit of a weaboo back when I made her. She made no sense at all, and somehow I got my shit together enough to get her approved. She fought with two scythes in a dress. I cleeearly did not understand weapons back then. For a gap of time after I killed her off I ran around as her child, and then went on to create Naerwen Castel, my Isldar. I was getting better, but I still had a crippling fear of interacting with nobles, and staff and yada yada. I took some IC insults OOC apparently, which I shouldn't have, and I was reaaaallly shy. Eventually she got a lover, had a child, and said lover @Careylicious went unplayed and the Isldar rewrite came out, making Naerwen extremely lore incompliant and pretty much unplayable. My next brief character was in nobility. I was kinda pressured into it from a frienddd @Purple_Manatees , applied, and became a Sictor (Carina Sictor) for a short amount of time. I didn't particularly enjoy it, as I felt rather lost and I was still shy around nobles- I really wasn't friendly with the people who played nobles OOC like I kinda am now, so it just was really awkward for me. I stopped playing the character from the lack of enjoyment in it, and how wary I felt OOC. Here we come to my current character, Kristoph. I had been wanting to create him whilst playing the Sictor. After a month I decided to just do it, and I wrote him up in a google doc. Believe it or not he was supposed to be a wavy haired man in his twenties with a scarf and no beard, not what he is now. It was because of a friend who pointed out how silly the design looked, and how they pointed out how I played mainly girly, cutsie characters. Which I don't actually enjoy doing. So changes were made and such the design for Kristoph came about. I didn't enjoy him like I do now in the beginning. I remember applying for the guard, getting rejected, and feeling a little down because of it. @0romir who played a Typhonus pushed me into becoming a house guard, saying how it'd would be fun and how it could help my chances when I reapplied for the Violets. There I went, and there I stayed. It was my first step into nobility after the previous experience, and I kinda realized how it wasn't all that scary. One month later, re applied for the Violets, and I got in. Woo. Probably one of my most proudest moments. Funnily enough, I never understood for the longest time that I didn't need to be perfectly, lawfully good, so I was a goodie two shoes and like. Kinda hampered my character development. I realized that I /didn't/ have to do that, and eventually went to further Kristoph's personality. Soon Kristoph went through a design change and here we arrrrre. God that was long and I didn't even put all the details in.
Welp if you wanna ask anything go on ahead.
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