Neovokh hadn't planned to write to save paper, but it rattles out an exhale. It scribes - and tacks their notice by Hy'riss' politely, to not obscure it in any fashion. [ [USER=13536]@GRIST_[/USER] ]
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To Hy'riss, and whomever else reads,
I am writing this because I have a feeling my words were misinterpreted & I want to address a few points.
I don't understand how I'm not taking responsibility for the actions that were ruthlessly sliced onto me & bound to something I tried to escape from. I don't understand how me 'running off into trouble' suddenly implies 'you deserve to be converted & you deserve to die'. I don't understand how you can sit here & imply I had it coming when I erased my memories to escape to a better life, because I knew I couldn't survive.
I don't understand how you can sit here and use me 'running off into trouble' as a point against me, when Naravokh does the exact same thing.
But even when I tried to run to a better life, not even a month goes by - and I'm dragged to Estellon. I am bound to a Faith that I had escaped from. I am bound to it and my lack of faith in it, my hatred of it even - ends up withering my body away to where I could barely fight. To where I was but that same child who couldn't breathe.
I am not blaming them for my pain, Hy'riss. I am blaming them for aiding the person who caused my demise, who - as you can see - attempted to absolve himself of his transgressions simply because he was Rebirthed. I am blaming them for betraying me, making pleasant conversation with the individual who is solely responsible for his crimes, and having drinks with him.
If my closest family & my friends can betray me, then who else will?
Maybe I wasn't clear in my wording, and for that I genuinely apologize. If you (or anyone else) want to speak more on this - find me. I'm not writing any more than this to save paper & to not clutter the noticeboards.
Lle Neovokh.