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To this land I entered, so wild and new. And before me lay a land so wild, a land with trees and meadows, but with me came my arrogance too.
And so I fought for a title that was not there, and only found the depths of sorrows stare. And became the example for what not to be, oh why... why could I not see?
I walked this land, a land where I thought myself free. But that image faded when I saw the truth that all others could see.
And around me I could see the cage of iron bars, I felt stuck and alone, the freedom I once had as far away as the very stars.
Then they came for me, they saw my pain and soothed my woe. And they showed me that the cage was me that had trapped me so.
They taught me their ways, their rules, their lives. But then began the lies.
The tricks, the deceptions, they knew no end. They stacked higher and higher, after that could you call me a friend?
Would you honestly forgive someone like me? Is this the cost of being free?
Honestly, I never wanted it to be this way. But maybe, just maybe I could change myself for a day.
And yet only one knew the lies that I told. They could tell everyone, and leave my world so cold.
Hello, some of you may know me as WhiteTheKid, I wrote this poem after talking with a certain staff member who was very kind to me. They taught me a lot, and showed me a lot of what I was doing wrong. I realize now that that lies I told built up over time, I was arrogant to think I could control them, that they would not cause harm. Lies are like cancer, one turns into two then four then eight and so on. Massive has become like a home to me, It has helped me through a lot of hard times. I understand now that I cannot fix the things I have done, people would hate me for the lies I have told. I am truely scared that I will lose the friends I have made because of them. I had the dream of join the Role-play staff. I wanted to help those who were like me when I first joined Massive. But I see now that it could never happen. I am far to incompetent and untrustworthy. And... all I can say to the people I have deceived for so long is I'm sorry.
And so I fought for a title that was not there, and only found the depths of sorrows stare. And became the example for what not to be, oh why... why could I not see?
I walked this land, a land where I thought myself free. But that image faded when I saw the truth that all others could see.
And around me I could see the cage of iron bars, I felt stuck and alone, the freedom I once had as far away as the very stars.
Then they came for me, they saw my pain and soothed my woe. And they showed me that the cage was me that had trapped me so.
They taught me their ways, their rules, their lives. But then began the lies.
The tricks, the deceptions, they knew no end. They stacked higher and higher, after that could you call me a friend?
Would you honestly forgive someone like me? Is this the cost of being free?
Honestly, I never wanted it to be this way. But maybe, just maybe I could change myself for a day.
And yet only one knew the lies that I told. They could tell everyone, and leave my world so cold.
Hello, some of you may know me as WhiteTheKid, I wrote this poem after talking with a certain staff member who was very kind to me. They taught me a lot, and showed me a lot of what I was doing wrong. I realize now that that lies I told built up over time, I was arrogant to think I could control them, that they would not cause harm. Lies are like cancer, one turns into two then four then eight and so on. Massive has become like a home to me, It has helped me through a lot of hard times. I understand now that I cannot fix the things I have done, people would hate me for the lies I have told. I am truely scared that I will lose the friends I have made because of them. I had the dream of join the Role-play staff. I wanted to help those who were like me when I first joined Massive. But I see now that it could never happen. I am far to incompetent and untrustworthy. And... all I can say to the people I have deceived for so long is I'm sorry.
